IT WAS NEVER LIKE THIS.! (LETS GO BACK TO OUR FORMER LIVES)

I can't tell you not to go to work neither would i advise you to leave the job but ever since you began work, things have changed and it's so glaring but you act like it aint true or there seem no to be any difference.
You no longer call me your sweetheart, you don't tell me you love me anymore, things we can't help but remember has been forgotten by you like my birthday, our anniversary and lots more. You now come home late at night, you hardly eat my meals and you also deny me when i ask you to make love to me. All you tell me is "work, work and you tired", you are now full of "i'm sorry". You tell me i nag all the time and even call me your new boss.

I was never like this, you made me this way. I can't help but rememeber the good times we shared together before this "work" of a thing began. It's now the utmost priority and I the least on your mind. You don't take me out anymore, you don't suprise me with gifts. There is no time to talk bout "US", our sex life  or love life. All we do now is you talk bout work and we quarell. My one time bubbling love and boyfriend has suddenly become once upon a time. It kills me to know how much i really love you and you don't feel the same bout me. Do i blame myself for loving you? Do i curse love? Do i pray and hope and hope you would change or should i just accept my fate? Even when i wanna seat you down, let's work this out amicably as two adults... you sound distracted, lost and repulsive and i end up talking to myself. Baby, it was never like this! I miss you. Nothing again would please me or make me happy than for you to change, lets go back to our former lives!

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Dharmyl